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STRUGGLE WITHIN

by Rivrav7

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1.
PIMPGOLD 03:29
time to get up, time to go you cant get anywhere if you stay at home greed conquers all that i know money in my hand feel that pimpgold feel that pimpgold,feel that pimpgold lost all my assets to the taxes that i owe $700 billion dollars paid my taxes still more to go will i ever get ahead? I dont think so self discipline and i screwed it up again self discipline,screwed it up again time to get up, time to go this time ill make it no matter what cant you feel it up ahead, self discipline takes a turn again if we fall we get back up, trap doors are at no cost to you you know this your father did too self discipline has taught you its true, taught you its true chorus
2.
for years ive been alone, cant seem to keep up with anyone so much better than me, shake my fist to the sky above nothing to push me farther,nothing to build my confidence rub my head as the strain starts to piss me off once again silence killing me,cant seem to get away silence killing me its driving me insane this is the curse i carry down as you see its all around, follows my every move its this curse i carry, chains i cannot break darkness shadows my every move waiting for my chance to escape, nothing that i cant strive going to try and take back my life chorus
3.
NORMAL AGAIN 03:07
used to be so strange, people would come i didnt know their names fights would break out in vain those days never seemed to rain and now its normal again no one around the house so quiet look at me im hiding in this closet silence is torturing me, i just cant seem to breathe chorus break verse: someone crank up the stereo, and maybe ill come out of hiding, have a beer and a party today and we can say its normal again
4.
FAROUT 04:40
why does everything i touch just turn to dust simple plans i make seem to wash away again try to be everybodys friend but the sad thing is that the fact remains that they turn their back and run need some and i try and i cry again miserable drinking, so blind and sudden death isnt there someone to share this pain with me why do i always end up in the pouring rain MY eyes are awake cant you see wide open dreaming of the sea can someone take me from this hell wide open pull me from my cell as the night begins, devils start walking far out of sight hunting me down, waiting to pounce, clawing me down still im sitn on this park bench all alone mostly becuz i have no where else to go the ghouls come out of their sad days to haunt us with their eyes all bled they persist to be the ones who are alive jealous the cause havoc throughout the night chorus
5.
Restrictions 03:56
6.
ANOTHER DAY 03:12
ive been wasting all my precious time i got a habit and i keep on telling lies silent torment is breaking all my will cant get a fix or order so i can be still its another day yesterday is gone need some solitude to give me some peace claustrophobia is crowding me in please bring back my sanity and mind need some help before i break down and cry chorus please take away this misery and pain before its out of hand and i become enraged too many times ive played this selfish game screwed up i drown in a mucked-up lake watch your back at all times you dont know the paranoi i have inside! chorus
7.
PRISON BREAK 03:10
All i ever wanted was to have some fun get a warm buzz in the sun it never seemed it would end this way now ill always have you in my face prison break lets leave this place,go somewher and get away blow up the cell and let out hell all i need is for you to help me out push and shove to get some food everyone is very rude dont screw up or youll end up here too.
8.
BERMUDA 04:00
9.
Withdrawls 03:53
Tuesday i fell off the train of sobriety, shot up a poison, tripped til i was dead grimreapers,devils, and wicked men in robes were poking me with their forks , dragging me through coals she says i be here for eternity and there's no escape, no turning back no illusion just discipline, rocky cliffs im on the edge torn away and turned into ash, your soul is lost you cant get it back wasted your life,hopes, and dreams merely a flash. one poison, two will drug you out cold to teach you lessons you should have learned long ago chorus beaten and tortured you hang me on a rope finally i give in and then i awoke nightmarish dreams are blasted in my head everynight im wishing, praying i was dead chorus

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released November 1, 2009

ALL SONGS WRITTEN BY MATTHEW FRANZ/aka RIVRAV7
GUITAR: Matthew
Bass: Matthew
DRUMS: machine that matt used
Other guitar on some songs : Robert Franz

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